Its 4:17am, I have still yet to sleep have been trying for the last few hours and didn’t get to far with that. This issus is that I need to be up in around 1 1/2 hrs if I fall asleep now there is no way that I will wake up before say 11 which for me wouldn’t work because hey interview at 9:30 in the city. So I have decided that I will now try and stay awake. Its been a while since I have done a all nighter and I am now not exited at all about the day ahead. I imagine a few berrocca will be taken with a sleep pill a little later today to help me have a nap. I have had a few times already where the impulse to cry has come which I have held back, my eyes are hurting though. Don’t think I will do much driving today….

The only possible good thing is that I should sleep well tonight, I think it also might be another call to the doctor later today. Time to catch up on some podcasts